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| last night i stayed over at austin moore's house. and basically we had an amazing time.
while we were hangin out. we were
watching the video mezmerize by system of a down. and basically we fell
under hypnosis. and that was nice. but in this song we found peace as
well as the yin and yang of life. we discovered that knowledge is just
something that we pick up from our senses, and that wisdom is the
knowledge that you have learned in past events that help decide your
decisions in the present... basically we both found the most pure
form of faith and belief.
dotn think of god as in the
bible. think of god as the giver of life and be greatful for it. austin
and i also think that god uses karma to judge whether you are
granted entrance to heaven. we found what heaven is, heaven is the
missing link of the yin yang sign. the yin-yang sign consists of a
circle divided in two parts, these two parts r different neutrals. one
is white, and the otherside is black. the white has a black dot and the
black has a white dot. yes. but the missing part is the center. and
thats what me and austin belive to be heaven. the yin and yang is
everything. it separates the good from the evil. nothingness to
everything. anything and everything. the center of the yinyang sign is
heaven because inside of all of the evil and good and nothingness and
everything. all that lies in the center of the yinyang is absoulute
knowledge. and what the human truely craves is the truth of everything.
what heaven is is having absoulute and true satisfaction, to know all.
basically we found a way to minipulate everything around us and find
five basic truth's which are the 5 senses. and we also found that 1-10
is everything. 1-10 makes up every number and it also makes up every
letter. now there are three things that you have to understand. one is
newtons law, if there is one thing there must be an equal or oppisite.
two is u have to have some common sense and u have to have the ability
to think outside of the box. ALRIGHT so back to the lesson with the yin
and yang i belive everything has its own karma and since everythign has
an oppisite or an equal god also must have his yin and his yang. i
believe that god also has hate and anger and greed, but at the same
time he is good and pure. satan and god r the same thing satan is the
yin of the yinyang and god is the yang. they are equal and if they
weren't it would be unbalanced and nothing could seem to make any sense
what so ever. everything has a balance and because that
everything must also have an equation to go with it.lets look at the
slope-intercept form y=mx+b. the varieble is x what does the variable
do. it changes with the different influences it has. just like how u
change if u are under bad or good influences. so basically, i am equal
to myself plus the influences that change me on a day to day basis.with
this makes another thing pop to mind.
there is always a negative to a
positive and a positive to a negative. so lets say that everything is a
huge yin and yang. everything has an exact center that is pure. this is
the same with people and also our galaxy there's the good and the evil,
when its too good the equation has to balance itself out. so something
like 9/11 happens or a hurricane strikes or a huge pandemic. NOW all of
you are probably wondering why would u want it to be in the middle.
wouldn't u want it to be towards the good side?? see that cant happen,
everythign goes through moderation. alcohol, its great if u have a few
beers and get happy, but too much beer you can get alchol poisining and
die. if it can happen with alcohol, it can happen with everything. when
you have water you can drink, too much you'll drown. fire warms you up,
fire gets to big you'll burn.. the yin and the yang is the true sign of
balance if it is too good it is also too bad because theamount of
negative and positive is exactly the same. too much good makes it evil.
now onto
where god came from. negative and positive's have always been here. it
was truely makes up the bigbang. the negative's and positives create
energy with each other creating energy and with that extreme pressure.
the big bang happened and now it is no longer a jumble of random energy
all of the balance that occured was god and god was the life force
created by the extreme concentration of emotion made by the happy and
sad of good and evil. there is only one thing constant over god. and
that is the number 0. it cannot be multiplied or divided. it is not
negative or positive it is the boundary of the main things and there
opposites. so we have a base then now what is god. all it is now is
matter, the yin and yang, and god. so what is the yin and yang. they
right now are at a complete stand still because life is not yet here,
life isn't even a word. so the yin and yang cannot move until life
comes and how will that happen. thats when god steps in. what he does
is he creates life by making small small cells and watchign them
grow into something. so what is god if the base of the universe is 0.
god is 1. everything that is growing it alive and right now everything
is at 0 god now brought us 1 which since we have 1 we also have -1. now
he is creating life and it is slowly growing with each soul entering
the world. so now we have a growth in the yin and yang and now that is
the growth after 1. the yin and yang now produce 2 then 3 then 4. god
is one because god is a part of evry living thing. he created
everything living and anything that has a soul, because a soul is just
a reflection of what he is, which is eternal and all powerful.
WE also learned that god has set
a speed limit for us. we cannot go faster than lightspeed. because if
we could be in control of the effects that such speed and power
produces we could be able to minipulate any source of energy and be
able to be in control of it.
lastnight
me and austin were profit like. we were searching for the meaning of
life. and getting close to it. we discovered that you can look at just
abotu anything and find the patterns and puzzle pieces god has left u
there.
well i am tired of writing so if u wanna hear more of our philosophy. feel free to call.
i will leave u with one last wise word.
i got this from a chinese cookie
"THE ARCHITECT OF YOUR DESTINY IS YOURSELF"
^you can be whatever you want. make life the fullest. live it to the fullest
well call me
481-3900
i am bored and sober.
<3-cup-dizzle
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| i got arrested
i might be in some trouble
call me
i wont be updating for a while
481-3900
-ethan
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| we have to go back to school...
and i hate it
but break has kicked so much ass chillin with chaves, rush, and woods.
i'm still tryin to sober up.
OH WELL
call me this weekend everybody
or just whenever.
481-3900
i love u---ethan
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| yo dawgs
life is pretty kickass
lando griffin is over here right now and we r havin a fun time.and the black kid
the song "ass and titties" is on by 3.6. mofia
yeah
whooohooo
call me this weekend
or just whenever
481-3900
<3--ethan
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| R.I.P TOOKIE
i dont like the death penalty.
it takes away the chance to forgive ur sins. and become a better person
well call me this weekend becuz i love u
<3--ethan
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